Monday, October 03, 2005
I REALLY DIDN'T THINK I COULD GET ANY MORE CONFUSED THAN I ALREADY AM...
As far as the Clint search…
Tippy has this theory of the universe that were I to actually try and ask someone out and date that person (the wrong person), then the right person (Clint) would come around…so, we went down to Whole Foods where Ken (this guy I have been watching for awhile) was working in the “Fine Cheeses.” He’s always looking at me and I’m always watching him…I wanted to be like Rachel and just march right over to the counter and tell him that he should take me out on a date…but alas, I’m not that confident or bold (just look at the whole mess with the Clint situation)…so, the best I could do was to go up there and ask him if he was a musician and give him one of my cards, explaining that we needed a new drummer for the band and he should call me if he knew of anyone or thought of a place where I could look for someone….it was a stupid attempt at flirting and he probably won’t even call because he didn’t even know that I was hitting on him or what the hell I was doing…but anyway…I did it…
So, we leave Whole Foods and I have decided that we need to go to The Black Broom (the pagan store in North Hollywood that Clint originally told me about) because there were some major planetary aspects (involving the two eclipses that are occurring today and then again on October 17th) that will aspect my chart in ways similar to what was happening the night I met Clint. So, I wanted to get some supplies at the store to do a ritual to try and harness this energy and send it in the appropriate direction. Besides, I wanted to ask them if they knew anyone around here who they would recommend to do a tarot reading.
We get to the store and Thomas, the owner, (who is rarely there on a Saturday) is sitting in there and we are chatting about various things…the band, how we are, etc…and I am checking out…and it completely slips my mind to ask him about the tarot card reading. But Beth remembers…and asks him…he says that he’s not really sure where to send me…do I have a specific question??
It’s about someone I’m trying to find…I tell him…
Romantic relationship?? he asks…
And so I start to tell him the story…”and you know, Thomas, here’s the funny thing…it even involves your shop because this guy told me about your store and that’s when I started coming here…”
So, he asks me who he is…I say “Clint…”
“Oh, Clint Borden you mean…” he replies
And now here’s the deal…we have already been in contact with this person…in fact, I have had Clint Borden’s phone number since January…there’s no way this could be the right guy…I thought I had ruled him out…
But Thomas is confident…he describes him to us…tall, skinny, longish brown hair…
But the problem is that Clint Borden is not from Tennessee…I already know this because I asked him in email…he’s from Toluca Woods…but Thomas tells me…”he had an ex-girlfriend from Tennessee or somewhere around there…he talked about moving there once”…Thomas is certain this is the guy I’m looking for though…he says, “Unless I’m off my rocker, it’s Clint Borden you’re looking for.” Thomas has known him for 10 years. He hasn’t seen him in awhile though…
We thank him for his help and leave…how is this possible? How could there be two tall skinny men with long brown hair named Clint who go to the Black Broom?? The store’s just simply too small and the name Clint is too rare…but before, I didn’t realize that Clint Borden was also pagan…
I had left him a message back on January 17th…when we first found his listing…we knew he was young from our search and he only lived a few blocks away from the Black Broom…so, it would make sense this could be the Clint we were looking for. Besides, this was two days before we found Carter’s Auto and moved our search a town over to Van Nuys…
I left him a message….something about meeting him on a street corner a few months ago…I don’t really remember what I said…but he never called back…so, I forgot about him until the end of May when Beth and I were out taking photos of different sites from the Clint Search…she asked me if I remembered the house we used to drive past on Denny Ave…where that Clint Borden lived? I said that I did and we decided that for posterity, we should drive past the house one more time and get a picture…we did, and there were all kinds of old cars parked out front and several pick-up trucks…this place just looked like it fit the profile of the guy we were looking for…but he never called me back in January…she suggested that maybe he didn’t get the message…
So, we devise this brilliant scheme where Beth is going to deliver balloons to his house and that way she will be able to get a description of him when he comes to the door…”but what if he’s not home???” We’ll leave a card attached to the balloons that tell him he has a secret admirer and to find out who it is…he should email the person…and we left one of my email addresses...one that would not immediately give away what my name was…crazy scheme, we know…probably futile…but at least it will be a neat scene in the movie…
He wasn’t home, so she left the balloons and the card…and that very night…sure enough, I get an email from him…he wants to let me know that he thought it was very sweet and that I shouldn’t stay hidden from him like this…but if it was a joke, he wanted to let me know that it was very funny…
I wrote back that it wasn’t a joke…that I was trying to find a Clint that I had met from Tennessee awhile back…he told me he wasn’t from Tennessee…but he had spent time there and maybe I had thought he had said that…he spoke of fate…that he didn’t think it was coincidental that I had found him and that he doesn’t believe in random chances…maybe all of this had happened so we would meet…or maybe he was the guy I was looking for???
I wrote back that the guy told me he was a mechanic…he wrote back that he wasn’t…he was a camera man for the show Grey’s Anatomy…again, he told me that he thought it was not coincidental that we had been put in contact with each other…he thought we should meet…
This went back and forth for about a week…at one point, I revealed my real name to him…it was right around that time that I was going to Boston for a week for vacation…I told him I would be in touch with him when I got back…but I didn’t think it could possibly be the same guy…why should I meet him and waste my time???…he wasn’t from Tennessee AND he wasn’t a mechanic…this could not be the guy I was looking for…Beth joked that he was probably short and fat and he was most likely NOT pagan…I got back from Boston and I never wrote back to him…
But then, four months later…his name is brought up yet once again…by Thomas…someone I consider very in-tune with the universe…Borden fits the physical description….AND he’s pagan and goes to this shop…could it be just coincidence that there are two Clint’s who look similar who go to this tiny pagan shop in North Hollywood??
I swore I had ruled Borden out…he said he wasn’t from Tennessee…and he wasn’t a mechanic…and I thought I had told him the story of how I met the Clint I was looking for…he should at least remember if his car broke down around that time even if he doesn’t remember the exact date…but when I went back and looked at the old emails we sent back and forth…I realized I had never mentioned that and I had never mentioned Carter…
So, I decided I needed to find out more about him….I needed to see him so I could see with my own eyes if this was the Clint I had, indeed, met back in November…if it proves to be, I have had this guy’s phone number since mid-January…so I emailed Borden and told him that I had thought he was the wrong guy but I had been down the Black Broom and spoken with Thomas and now I had some more questions to ask him…I thought we should meet for a drink or coffee or something…I told him that I didn’t really have email access anymore (because I didn’t want to deal with emailing back and forth again…I just wanted to see him immediately)…so I told him to call me and gave him my phone number…
And that’s where we are now…that was less than 48 hours ago that I sent the email on Saturday night…I haven’t heard back yet…I’m agonizing over this…but Beth says…”he might not have even checked his email yet”…now, we’re just waiting to hear back…this is a guy who was intrigued by the whole story in the first place…he doesn’t believe in random chance…he’s got to call back…Borden was born 7 days after me…I know this already…which means most of the planets were in similar positions when he was born as they were when I was…and these eclipses and planetary aspects that are about to take place and took place on November 5th when I met Clint…would affect Clint Borden’s chart in similar ways…
But how could this be the right guy? Why would he tell me he was from Tennessee if he wasn’t? Why would he tell me he was a mechanic if he wasn’t? And if Borden is the guy I’m looking for, who is the Clint down at Carter’s? That guy runs around Van Nuys doing shady deals and apparently doesn’t have a permanent place to live. Borden works on a film crew and has a house in North Hollywood.
Is Borden the one I’m looking for? Is Carter’s Clint the one I’m looking for? Is neither the one I’m looking for? OR are Borden and Carter’s Clint the same person??? Is Clint a guy who lives two different lives?? Tippy says that the thing about shady deals is that you don’t want the people you’re doing them with to know too much about you…
Is it possible that Clint works on a film crew months at a time and has a house in North Hollywood…when his schedule allows…he goes to Van Nuys and puts liens on cars and runs around with these mechanics…to them, he’s Clint…from Tennessee…no one knows his name or his phone number….in his other life, he’s a cameraman from Toluca Woods??
I don’t know…I can’t wrap my mind around any of this…at this point, I’m about as confused as I have been throughout this entire journey…
Clint Borden just needs to call me…or Carter’s Clint needs to show up down at the garage…something needs to give…
Updates will follow...
As far as the Clint search…
Tippy has this theory of the universe that were I to actually try and ask someone out and date that person (the wrong person), then the right person (Clint) would come around…so, we went down to Whole Foods where Ken (this guy I have been watching for awhile) was working in the “Fine Cheeses.” He’s always looking at me and I’m always watching him…I wanted to be like Rachel and just march right over to the counter and tell him that he should take me out on a date…but alas, I’m not that confident or bold (just look at the whole mess with the Clint situation)…so, the best I could do was to go up there and ask him if he was a musician and give him one of my cards, explaining that we needed a new drummer for the band and he should call me if he knew of anyone or thought of a place where I could look for someone….it was a stupid attempt at flirting and he probably won’t even call because he didn’t even know that I was hitting on him or what the hell I was doing…but anyway…I did it…
So, we leave Whole Foods and I have decided that we need to go to The Black Broom (the pagan store in North Hollywood that Clint originally told me about) because there were some major planetary aspects (involving the two eclipses that are occurring today and then again on October 17th) that will aspect my chart in ways similar to what was happening the night I met Clint. So, I wanted to get some supplies at the store to do a ritual to try and harness this energy and send it in the appropriate direction. Besides, I wanted to ask them if they knew anyone around here who they would recommend to do a tarot reading.
We get to the store and Thomas, the owner, (who is rarely there on a Saturday) is sitting in there and we are chatting about various things…the band, how we are, etc…and I am checking out…and it completely slips my mind to ask him about the tarot card reading. But Beth remembers…and asks him…he says that he’s not really sure where to send me…do I have a specific question??
It’s about someone I’m trying to find…I tell him…
Romantic relationship?? he asks…
And so I start to tell him the story…”and you know, Thomas, here’s the funny thing…it even involves your shop because this guy told me about your store and that’s when I started coming here…”
So, he asks me who he is…I say “Clint…”
“Oh, Clint Borden you mean…” he replies
And now here’s the deal…we have already been in contact with this person…in fact, I have had Clint Borden’s phone number since January…there’s no way this could be the right guy…I thought I had ruled him out…
But Thomas is confident…he describes him to us…tall, skinny, longish brown hair…
But the problem is that Clint Borden is not from Tennessee…I already know this because I asked him in email…he’s from Toluca Woods…but Thomas tells me…”he had an ex-girlfriend from Tennessee or somewhere around there…he talked about moving there once”…Thomas is certain this is the guy I’m looking for though…he says, “Unless I’m off my rocker, it’s Clint Borden you’re looking for.” Thomas has known him for 10 years. He hasn’t seen him in awhile though…
We thank him for his help and leave…how is this possible? How could there be two tall skinny men with long brown hair named Clint who go to the Black Broom?? The store’s just simply too small and the name Clint is too rare…but before, I didn’t realize that Clint Borden was also pagan…
I had left him a message back on January 17th…when we first found his listing…we knew he was young from our search and he only lived a few blocks away from the Black Broom…so, it would make sense this could be the Clint we were looking for. Besides, this was two days before we found Carter’s Auto and moved our search a town over to Van Nuys…
I left him a message….something about meeting him on a street corner a few months ago…I don’t really remember what I said…but he never called back…so, I forgot about him until the end of May when Beth and I were out taking photos of different sites from the Clint Search…she asked me if I remembered the house we used to drive past on Denny Ave…where that Clint Borden lived? I said that I did and we decided that for posterity, we should drive past the house one more time and get a picture…we did, and there were all kinds of old cars parked out front and several pick-up trucks…this place just looked like it fit the profile of the guy we were looking for…but he never called me back in January…she suggested that maybe he didn’t get the message…
So, we devise this brilliant scheme where Beth is going to deliver balloons to his house and that way she will be able to get a description of him when he comes to the door…”but what if he’s not home???” We’ll leave a card attached to the balloons that tell him he has a secret admirer and to find out who it is…he should email the person…and we left one of my email addresses...one that would not immediately give away what my name was…crazy scheme, we know…probably futile…but at least it will be a neat scene in the movie…
He wasn’t home, so she left the balloons and the card…and that very night…sure enough, I get an email from him…he wants to let me know that he thought it was very sweet and that I shouldn’t stay hidden from him like this…but if it was a joke, he wanted to let me know that it was very funny…
I wrote back that it wasn’t a joke…that I was trying to find a Clint that I had met from Tennessee awhile back…he told me he wasn’t from Tennessee…but he had spent time there and maybe I had thought he had said that…he spoke of fate…that he didn’t think it was coincidental that I had found him and that he doesn’t believe in random chances…maybe all of this had happened so we would meet…or maybe he was the guy I was looking for???
I wrote back that the guy told me he was a mechanic…he wrote back that he wasn’t…he was a camera man for the show Grey’s Anatomy…again, he told me that he thought it was not coincidental that we had been put in contact with each other…he thought we should meet…
This went back and forth for about a week…at one point, I revealed my real name to him…it was right around that time that I was going to Boston for a week for vacation…I told him I would be in touch with him when I got back…but I didn’t think it could possibly be the same guy…why should I meet him and waste my time???…he wasn’t from Tennessee AND he wasn’t a mechanic…this could not be the guy I was looking for…Beth joked that he was probably short and fat and he was most likely NOT pagan…I got back from Boston and I never wrote back to him…
But then, four months later…his name is brought up yet once again…by Thomas…someone I consider very in-tune with the universe…Borden fits the physical description….AND he’s pagan and goes to this shop…could it be just coincidence that there are two Clint’s who look similar who go to this tiny pagan shop in North Hollywood??
I swore I had ruled Borden out…he said he wasn’t from Tennessee…and he wasn’t a mechanic…and I thought I had told him the story of how I met the Clint I was looking for…he should at least remember if his car broke down around that time even if he doesn’t remember the exact date…but when I went back and looked at the old emails we sent back and forth…I realized I had never mentioned that and I had never mentioned Carter…
So, I decided I needed to find out more about him….I needed to see him so I could see with my own eyes if this was the Clint I had, indeed, met back in November…if it proves to be, I have had this guy’s phone number since mid-January…so I emailed Borden and told him that I had thought he was the wrong guy but I had been down the Black Broom and spoken with Thomas and now I had some more questions to ask him…I thought we should meet for a drink or coffee or something…I told him that I didn’t really have email access anymore (because I didn’t want to deal with emailing back and forth again…I just wanted to see him immediately)…so I told him to call me and gave him my phone number…
And that’s where we are now…that was less than 48 hours ago that I sent the email on Saturday night…I haven’t heard back yet…I’m agonizing over this…but Beth says…”he might not have even checked his email yet”…now, we’re just waiting to hear back…this is a guy who was intrigued by the whole story in the first place…he doesn’t believe in random chance…he’s got to call back…Borden was born 7 days after me…I know this already…which means most of the planets were in similar positions when he was born as they were when I was…and these eclipses and planetary aspects that are about to take place and took place on November 5th when I met Clint…would affect Clint Borden’s chart in similar ways…
But how could this be the right guy? Why would he tell me he was from Tennessee if he wasn’t? Why would he tell me he was a mechanic if he wasn’t? And if Borden is the guy I’m looking for, who is the Clint down at Carter’s? That guy runs around Van Nuys doing shady deals and apparently doesn’t have a permanent place to live. Borden works on a film crew and has a house in North Hollywood.
Is Borden the one I’m looking for? Is Carter’s Clint the one I’m looking for? Is neither the one I’m looking for? OR are Borden and Carter’s Clint the same person??? Is Clint a guy who lives two different lives?? Tippy says that the thing about shady deals is that you don’t want the people you’re doing them with to know too much about you…
Is it possible that Clint works on a film crew months at a time and has a house in North Hollywood…when his schedule allows…he goes to Van Nuys and puts liens on cars and runs around with these mechanics…to them, he’s Clint…from Tennessee…no one knows his name or his phone number….in his other life, he’s a cameraman from Toluca Woods??
I don’t know…I can’t wrap my mind around any of this…at this point, I’m about as confused as I have been throughout this entire journey…
Clint Borden just needs to call me…or Carter’s Clint needs to show up down at the garage…something needs to give…
Updates will follow...
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